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My name is: Jules.
I may seem: Pompous.
But I'm really: Just needing the attention. So I guess I am pompous.
People who know me think I'm: Eccentric. Hopefully.
If you knew me you'd probably: Appreciate my sense of humor and amuse the writer within.
Sometimes I feel: Inadequate.
In the morning I: Am good to go.
I like to sleep: As little as will afford me optimal performance during the day.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: Swimming.
Money is: Important to have enough of so that you don't worry about day-to-day life.
One thing I wish I had is: Telepathy.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: Brown eyes.
All I need is: Free access to any ski slope worldwide.
All you need is: Lust for life.
If I had one wish it would be: To be more focused.
Love is: An all-consuming trust issue.
If a demon crashed into my window I would: Ask if laughing with the sinners is all it's cracked up to be.
If I could see one person right now it would be: Either Miranda or Jon, maybe in conjunction.
Something I want but I don't really need is: To be able to play an instrument.
Something I need but I don't really want is: Probably therapy.
I live for: Good writing and skiing.
I dare you all to: Go for it.
I am afraid of: Rejection.
It makes me angry when: When people try to guilt others into doing something.
I dream about: Saving the world.

I need... answers.
I find... apathy.
I want... to be understood.
I have... a deeply-rooted oral fixation coupled with control issues.
I wish... I knew what I wanted.
I love... making people laugh.
I hate... my fear of not being accepted.
I miss... being part of a group.
I fear... not being successful.
I feel... at loose ends.
I hear... lulling air conditioner hum.
I smell... like my puppy.
I crave... willpower.
I search... for meaning.
I wonder... where I'll find it.
I regret... having made choices (or rather, allowing choices having been made for me) that leave me open to such emotion.

The last time you.....
Smiled? In rueful identification with Lex's character.
Laughed? At the irony of Jack being Tapioca Pudding.
Cried? While listening to Stabbing Westward - 'Breathe You In' and hating irony with the fiery passion of a thousand Kryp-- sorry, meteor rocks.
Danced? In my kitchen last night. I did pirouettes in my socks on the hardwood floor.
Were sarcastic? The question is how long I can go without it. It's practically a survival mechanism in this house.
Had a nightmare? Saturday night.
Last song you heard: John Mahyer - No Such Thing
Last thing you had to drink: Starfruit Gatorade (from a sports bottle)
Last time you had an alcoholic beverage: Whenever I last went out with Nate and Yann to Full Circle. I'd kill for a glass of white wine right now, though it'd probably bring on the imminent headache that much faster.

Do You...
Smoke? I'm a social substance user.
Do drugs? I have access to whatever, but I choose to forge my own path to enlightenment instead of taking an hour's shortcut.
Have sex? When in the mood, I've been told I'm incredible fun.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope. Don't want one either. More work and responsibility than I care to handle right now.
Have a dream that keeps coming back? I have several recurring dreams. Mentioning their themes might be more helpful though: running from bad guys, being the lone hero savior of the world seem to be the motif.
Have any gay or lesbian friends? Does closeted bisexuality count?
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Tall order, but I've felt inklings of it.
Consider yourself tolerant of others? I'm kinda not, no.
Consider love a mistake? More like precious commodity. Most people give it away too easily.
Like the taste of alcohol? Champagne and wine. Otherwise, I don't really care if it's not too sweet and there's a chaser involved so long as it gets me shitfaced the fastest.
Believe in God? Not in the least. I do reminisce with fondness about those first little single-celled amoeba on occasion though.
Go to church? I sometimes have the overwhelming urge to sit in one for the long, empty pews, high ceilings, and sense of tranquility.
Talk to strangers who instant message you? Was offered phone sex for my trouble the other night. That was interesting. Creepy, but interesting.
Have any tattoos? Always on the lookout for the right one.
Have an obsession? We're back to basic necessities like oxygen. I almost need to have compulsive urges about something. Delightfully, at the moment that means researching Superman mythology, tracking down ritzy English carbonated water, and compiling a soundtrack.
Have a best friend? She's more like my alter-ego.
Have any bad habits? Nail biting, moderate trichotillomania.

APPEARANCE
1. hair? Golden brown
2. eyes? A "playful shade of mahogany."
3. height? Five foot six, though with the shoes I wear it's more like five foot eight.
4. weight? Not what it should be.
5. figure? I'm a sexy bitch.

STYLE
1. clothing? Whatever I think looks good, which has been met with mixed receptions.
2. music? Yes please. Lots, often, willing to try anything once.
3. makeup? Not as much as most, but a fact of life, yes. Plus glitter is kinda fun. And one of my big goals is finding the right lipstick.
4. body art/piercings? 3 holes in the left ear, 2 in the right, and a patriotic navel stud.
5. wearing? Old Navy red, white, & blue checkered pyjama pants, grey tanktop, delightfully barefoot.
6. listening to? Poe
7. thinking of? Have you been reading my Livejournal?
8. feeling? strung out after finally completing a poem about an outrageous AU dream.

LAST THING YOU...
1. bought? Buschetta Chicken at TGIFriday's.
2. did? Worked up the courage to send a work-in-progress to Harvard Girl before I went nuts from reading back over it one more time and still being at a loss as to how to make it less melodramatic and inconsistent.
3. ate & drank? Pastrami on whole wheat with spinach dip and V-8 Strawberry-Kiwi Splash.
4. read? The recap for last week's Buffy so I wouldn't have to suffer through the agony of watching the episode itself.
5. watched on tv? Last night's Smallville. Jack made the silly mistake of calling in the middle of a Lex scene and had the gall to be indignant when I told him we were on time-out until it was over.

EITHER / OR
1. club or houseparty? Large houseparty where I only know five or six people.
2. tea or coffee? Morning are for Tea, afternoons are measured with Coffeespoons.
3. high achiever or easy-going? I am such a slacker, with having the saving grace of catching on quickly enough to make a good first impression, which will allow you to get away with so much later on it's ridiculous.
4. drinks or shots? Depends on the desired ends.
5. cats or dogs? Yorkies! My puppy is so adorable it's obscene.
6. pen or pencil? Felt-tip medium grade pen, though lately I've been developing a love for the fine-point Sharpies.
7. food or candy? What itch are you trying to scratch? Always up for sugar though.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
1. kill? Whoever invented Styrofoam.
2. slap? Usually one of my father figures.
3. hear from? Josh Breit.
4. get really wasted with? I've been told Logan makes for the most entertaining louse you've ever seen.
5. look like? The girl who played Eve on Dawson's Creek.
6. be like? Lara Croft.
7. avoid? We all know who.
8. tease? Anyone who knows to take it only as it's meant.

FAVORITE
1. food? Sawamura's Banzai Entree always gives me a happy.
2. drink? Iced Tea (sweet with lemon please)
3. color? Orange baby, no contest.
4. album? Still Sarah McLachlan's Fumbling Toward Ecstasy.
5. shoes? My old, battered and falling apart chunky brown sandals.
6. site? I'm sure there's a parental advisory implied on this site, but revealing the answer to that would probably still burn me.
7. dance? Jazz, followed by proper-form slow dancing.
8. song? There are a few standards, but there's just too much goodness out there.
9. vegetable? Cabbage.
10. fruit? Bananas all the way. Watermelon is risky business.

When was the last time you...
made out? Around 2 a.m. Monday morning.
brushed your teeth? This morning.
saw jesus? His fault for writing me that blank check. I'm running free until I need to cash it.
went to an adventure park? I took myself Disney parkhopping for my birthday.
were offered sex? About a week ago.
pirates or cowboys? Cowboys. I've always wanted to learn to lasso and ride a horse..
orange juice or orange soda? I'm a juice girl.
Goodwill or the Gap? Interesting you should mention, because those two about sum up my wardrobe.
short hair or long hair? Long hair's mostly annoying but easy to style, short hair is convenient but takes work to look good. Pick your poison.
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