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nothing, everything, take your pick.

there's nothing quite like thinking you've finally got a more firm than elusive grasp on a technique in this damnable world where the only constant is change and having that illusion brought tumbling, crashing, breaking down.

despair versus distress

i didn't even get my turkey and gravy.


tonight really took it out of me. saddled with too much, thrown too much at, hassled too much,



and no miranda, as much as i appreciate your sentiments and wish it would, no renown-authored books, amount of fanfic, enthralling video, imminent homework, warm beverage, or sleep will make this better.

and hey, why not bring everything to a head next thursday? and while we're at it, why not start planning said climax NOW, so that

i had a dream the other night that i was about to have sex with a certain someone and found that to all our distress, i had somehow acquired a penis. apparently, this is a good thing:
Sexual Organs
In some aspects a dream of contrary. A dream of having diseased sex organs is telling you to practice a bit of underindulgence for a time; to dream of having deformed organs is a warning against casual sex relations; if your dream concerned unusual organs, it augurs an increase in social popularity; to dream of having no sexual organs suggest you could benefit from some competent advice regarding your sex life; and if you dreamed of exposing your sex organs, you are being warned that your reputation is in danger through your own indiscretions.

but hey, if things pan out, i may just be getting off this continent in less than a month to see the prospects of the Continental landscape.


"Every problem contains its own solution, Mr. Arnold."
-The Wonder Years

MoonBrat42: know what sucks the most
MoonBrat42: not wanting to sleep alone
MoonBrat42: and not having anyone to take you up on the offer of a shared nightspace
MoonBrat42: sigh
MoonBrat42: bad night
Mommy Loves You: ...
MoonBrat42: it's just one of those nights you don't want to be alone
MoonBrat42: it'll be fine
MoonBrat42: just not now

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