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Took a three-hour nap this afternoon, which is about double what I slept all last night. I am so awake the wrong hours.

The boy was first angry, then crying, then resigned, then willing to bargain and now passive aggressive about my breaking up with him. There was slamming of doors and offensive driving and blasting of Dream On somewhere in there, too. Dude, seriously though, I am not that great a catch. It's masochism at this point, really.

Rec: Honor Bound by Amber. I won't even feign coherence here, nor try to pull out any one quote. This is by far one of the most beautiful stories I've ever read, anywhere, of all time and space. I love how her Chris sees her JC, the way she describes her scenery and the genuineness of her characters' emotions and dialogue. She brought alive a whole world I knew nothing about and put these two familiar but wholly recontextualized boys into it and wove something incredibly moving. Go read.

Also, I've totally jumped on the Paris/Nick. The whole "endless prom night" thing has been enchantingly sweet, and they shop for Cookie Crisp together! Theirloveissopartofthiscompletebreakfast!

The new Pennsylvania tourist board ads reworked toward the gay community are absolutely priceless. Betsy Ross stitching the pride flag and Ben Franklin flying a rainbow-colored kite - he discovered gay electricity! Teehee. The Best Week Ever rocks hardcore, yo.

Aaw, look at all the Canadians loving on Conan! Also, that man's hockey game is one of the saddest things in all creation. His scruffy jaw, however? Sexass to the utmost. Also, the way he keeps saying offhand comments then looking out into the audience shocked? Socute! And his suit is made of a shiny purple material. I do love this man something fierce.

"Shut up, you're a fabulous catch."
-Miranda, and the thing is, you'd think she'd be obligated to say that as the designated best friend, yet she tells me no lies and laughs at me if that's what's called for. *hug* Thanks for tonight, babe.

Date: February 11th, 2004 12:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fucking-jc.livejournal.com
Eep, breakups are never ever easy, particular when you're the one doing the dumping. =/

I'm watching Conan right now - I love this guy! Hahaha.

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Date: February 11th, 2004 06:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gjstruthseeker.livejournal.com
Thanks, and truly, this was the first breakup that foremost had to do with practical reasons, i.e. I really do not have the time and focus to devote to a relationship right now. I could've bided my time with him, strung him along and settled until it ran its course, which is what he seemed to want towards the end there, but that's just not my style. Given a bad situation, I either sabotage or get out. It's not my style to take others down, and this way he can go on to better things, too. Thanks for understanding.

Oh, Conan. I love that man so dearly, I do. And he's wearing a magenta shirt and tie, too! Rocks my socks, yo.

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