i wish someone were here

[aruan]

and not any particular one for any particular purpose.

i just want someone else in the room with me.
sitting behind me on the bed reading a book, maybe lying on the floor working on the magnetic poetry stuff, or even just sleeping. it's just so empty in here - i don't want to be with someone, i want someone to be alone with. in that respect i miss my roommate sometimes. i like the evidence of another person, but an independent other person, like we both live our own lives but somehow come together at times, and at other times are just there for the other because it's what they need.

or maybe i'm just selfish.