aruan | so after a little walk...

Here's my paradox: It would be relatively easy to get myself into a situation where I could have any of the aforementioned - but are those things going to make me happy? Will getting drunk, which my development or Shannon can easily facilitate, do? No, proper company and entertainment are essential for the enjoyment of that inane state of mind. Clubbing? Never was much for it without entourage to buffer the leches.

[sigh] Is it because of my hapless tendency to feel out of place no matter where I end up?